?!

Actually i am a little confused... :(
do you still love me or are you just being polite kaya mo ko nikakausap!? :(
i wanted to ask you if u love someone else..
or if we could still fix this relationship..
but i am too shy to ask.. :( i don't want to ask..
coz i may sound desperate..
but on 2nd thought... why wont i ask!?
err...
if il be regretting it in the future..
oh well...
magpray na lang ako...
pagpapasa Dyos ko na lang tlga..
ano tlga ang nararapat para satin..
naisip ko you were okay naman nung wala ako eh
so baka u dont need me anymore na kaya ganun... :(
im lost..
and i don't know what il do na tlga?!
if to win you back..
or wait for u to love me again..:(
bahala na!!!
:( itutulog ko na lang to..
but i was happy today kasi nag usap tayo..
pero i dont like this feeling na parang awkward.. na parang strangers na tayo agad..
i miss being us..
and i know it is my fault kung baket nagkaganto tayo.. :(
its all my fault :(
im sorry..
:(