missed..

errr... its been forever since i made an entry in this blog... and just today i remembered, meron pala ako ginawa na blog for your eyes only.. :( i am sorry if mejo short tempered ako lately.. actually nagiging bad na ako ng madami lagi sayo.. :( and i am not happy when i am all grumpy and bitchy :( nahihirapan din ako kasi kahit nature ko magmaldita... deep inside im hurting :( anyway i don't know if ur still visiting this page or hindi na.. pero malay mo biglang iopen mo na lang ulet to.. hehe kasi sabi mo u missed the days na masaya tayo... pero when i read the entries here... puro sad din eh.. :( sorry for making ur life miserable all the time.. :( anyway... i just finished running sa crosstrainer for uhmm... approximately 5 songs sa ipod na bigay mo hehe.. nagpapapayat ako eh.. :( im soo fat na kasi tlga... no kidding... and 17 days na lang uuwi na ako and just to warn you,... kelangan tayo magkakain.. :) kahit na tumaba na lang ako ulet kasi mamimiss ko na naman ang pinas dahil after this vacation... i dont know kelan pa ako ulet makakabalik... pwedeng 1 yr after or ewan ko... :( anyway... ur sleeping pa din.. its arnd 4 in the morning na jan and ur probably gonna wake up mga 430 or 5 kasi u have work later... ako naman magshower na maya maya.. napahinga ko na muscles sa legs ko.. kasi whenever i take shower after exercise nagcracramps legs ko eh... uhmmm wala na ata ako masabi... heheh gusto ko sana magblog on my phone para everyday nasusulatan kita how my day was... hmmm.. try ko research ehehe.. sana matuloy tayo mag wensha haha prang gusto ko dun punta... grrr excited na ako umuwi hihi oh well... sorry ulit if im always bullying u.. :( i love you.. and miss na kita.. :( muah..