hi..
i don't know what went wrong?
you did not even greet me today..
you just reminded me na its our monthsary..
:(
im beginning to feel na we'r not holding on to each other na..
and i read all ur msgs... and i am sure and i am confident
that you still and will always will love me... pero boyboy..
nde naman dpat love lang ang present sa relationship diba?
kelangan maging responsible din... kelangan din magmanifest ang love natin through actions dba? kelangan iparamdam mo sa love mo un pagmamahal mo.. nde lang sinasabi diba?
nde ko alam kung kaya ko pa lumaban..
im too much fed up.. :(
i dont like un feeling na i still hate you..
na i am still mad at you..
na parang nde na nawawala galit ko..
na im too much expecting from you pero nadidisappoint lang ako over and over again...
pero i realized... bket nga ba ako galit?
baket nga ba nde nawawala na galit ko?
because you don't pacify me...
you were never there for me...
you never explain things to me...
you did not even communicate with me...
you just don't care... :(
you did not do anythin kaya i feel like ur giving up on me.
i wanted to fix this..
i wanted to talk to you..
i wanted to fix things up...
and i waited... and waited for you..
pero nde ka dumadating...
u were never free for me...
:(
nde ko alam if we grew apart already..
:(
i am sad...
and i can't decide on things... ;(
i want to love you until the end...
pero sa mga nakikita ko sayo, im starting to get confused...
i hope u will have the time soon to talk to me so we can patch things up..
sana maging free ikaw soon, and sana its not too late pa to fix things
kapag nagkacourage ka na to talk to me...
:(
i still love you.. :(
but i don't know if it is still right to love you.. :(
i am losing my self respect already... :(
anyway kahit wala ka greetings... i want to still greet u happy monthsary..
kahit nde tayo happy sa monthsary natin :(
Hello boyboy...
ReplyDeleteit's our monthsary... :(
nde ko rin alam kung anung nangyayari saten.. saken :( i'm so afraid to talk when may nagagalet saken.. :( i don't know how kung panu ko haharapin mga galet saken... dami dami ko bad things na nagawa lagi mu na naaalala.. nde ko maburabura and nde ako makaharap sayo ng maayos kasi feeling ko yung mga bad things na yun na lang ang nakikita mu.. :(
Sorry ulet boyboy kung nde ako nagiging mabuti and responsableng boyfriend syo.. nawawalan na rin ako ng kumpiyansa sa sarili ko kasi parang puro mali na lang ang ginagawa ko.. parang wala na akong nagagawang tama para saten at sa buhay ko..
Everyday kapag gising ko lulungkot ako kasi nde pa din tayo naaayos and i don't know how.. :( I'm such a disappointment and i know that... My life was like that but not since i met you... you gave a lot of meaning in my life to move on to dream.. :( and kapag nagagalet ka na saken eh sobra ko nadidisorient ulet and nde ko na alam ulet ang gagawin ko... :( lagi ako natutulala na lang sa kawalan ngaun kapag nagkakain ako kapag naiisip ko tayo..
Sabi nde mo alam kung is it still right for you to love me.. :( everyday yun lagi nipagppray ko..na sana love mo pa rin ako.. :( lagi ako nahahappy kapag sumisikat ang araw kasi lumalapit nababawasan yung mahabang panahon na pagantay to be with you again kaso lulungkot ako kapag naiisip ko na sobrasobra na yung galet mo saken.. :(
Iloveyou boyboy.. nde nagbabago yung love ko sayo.. kahet nde tayo happy sa monthsary naten happy monthsary boyboy.. I'm sorry ulet kung I'm becoming a disappointment to you.. :( I'm missing you a lot.. Sorry ulet kung puro galet na lang ang binibigay ko sayo.. :(
iloveyou and and having you is more than what I've asked kay GOD...
Iloveyouboyboy... :(